Tuning in for a late-night study session and started up some tunes. I'm enjoying this chill music to keep me in the zone. It's been hard going to school and working at the same time. There are not enough hours in the day to get things done. And then, when I do have the hours, they are the leftovers of the day when I'm the most tired and uninspired. I'm not complaining, just stating an observational fact.
When I was younger, it was much easier - I had the brain cells, the energy, and the time to buckle down and focus on my studies. That may be why these studies at an older age are still oddly appealing. Being up late or early doing the work when the rest of the world is fast asleep adds a feeling of toughness. I'm probably too old for school now, but I'm never too old to have a dream. I will keep at it, though I'm at a quarter of the pace of my 20s and still stumbling along to get things done.
This video is just right for that mood. Up when the rest of the world is asleep and at the keyboard trying to get one last thing done for the day as it dies away to the last embers of the midnight hour. I will keep at it. I will get this done. I will not give up. I will.
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